positive energy

people like to be around positive people.
right?
me, too.

and i want to be one of them.
i can be like that when im at a dinner party or something.
but on everyday basis?
IMPOSSIBLE!!

im such a difficult, negative person, to my partner's eyes.
or at least, that's how i think. ---and maybe hes started to think the same...

see? im already getting sending a negative vibe here!!
so now you know how i am.

but, i really WANT to be a positive person.
not to strangers or just friends.
but to my partner.

i want to smile, to be open-minded, generous, forgiving, easy-going and just.... warm to him.